Why

I wonder why.. im dreaming on ,

Why i keep waiting on the phone..

And how much .. from ur heart ..ive won

Or lost ..cause im afraid to dial..

Just breaking down...i laugh alone

On jokes ..that u once told me while

I used to love u in denial ,

Played by ur sweet and hostile con..

Yet since ur gone.. i dream in style ,

It still goes on .. and feed upon

This lie that i inflict myself..worthwhile..

These words that just convict my soul to trial

And tho between us grows a mile ,

Another one where thousands grown ..

I close my eyes , just to postpone

Myself to cry , once more ..hold on..

Until i can forget ur smile..