Half...

While poisoned feelings cross my mind…another night just ran in vain…its time to shut myself inside…think what is right for me …to find...same ghosts to haunt my troubled brain!…same taste of coffee to remind ..im half asleep and halfway blind..three quarters crazy and one sane ! and tho i cry ..for one last try to win a heart…I would explain ..im halfway there to say goodbye … half of this soul just drown in pain..

 

 

The deal

I try to heal  .. but theres no time .. while out of rhyme .. tonight I feel…
The devil desperate for a deal …a soul to sell.. for one to steal!
Just one more crime to add and seal ..forever seal ur heart to mine!
That devil smiles …``Enjoy that meal! Kneel at my shrine

Of lust and steel! Let love reveal  !Come here, .. sign !``
And as I trill , in my last will …few moments of ur soul for mine,
Blood dripping from the contract line , the cold chill running up my spine..
I pray its real .. and cant decline ! .. for  love I cheer a glass of wine..
And hear him `` Dear,  u just forgot to ask me for long time!``

same game..

While other woman smiles ur name..

And holds you tight...i play the same..

Old game of hearts and diamonds .. since i might

Lose a few years..win a night..

Just cause im slight , insane , i fight ,

And blame some gods that lost their flame..

Pray so the devils come polite ,

And claim my soul without a fight..

This life just fades to black and white.

Crime

If only i just had some time ..

A few more years ..i wont cry..

Id trade my soul before i die,

And gain ur love in broken rhyme..

Id sell forever ..for a lie...

And hurt just now..or maybe stay

A little while ..till charms apply,

Just kiss u softly for  goodbye..

And think of u a night.. or day..

Until ur coffin goes away..

While  covered in regrets ..all mine..

Ill call on devils to repay

My crime ..and pray on God to meet halfway,

Its time to go..and die..cause i`m

Too empty  to survive today..

Doliu alb de var..

Din groapa rece , alba...nu multi aud un gand:

Prin vant  ,   dansand pe umbre ..in taina se aduna

Din soapta-n soapta prin mormant ..un mormait flamand:

Ies berze negre din pamant,.. se-aude-un zvon de ciuma!

Pe apa calda de pe lac.. ard flacari greu...departe

Curent apatic..ganduri tac..si se-oglindeste luna ,

Te iau de mana si m-afund dansand pe trupuri moarte,

In doliu alb..si-n cantec trist.. se-afuma morti intruna!

Spre clipa neagra , cum ma-ndrept.. regrete se-nfiripa

Si ciocli ne valseaza trist dar canta-n cor iubirea...

Doar saruntandu-te visez .. ca mai traiesti o clipa 

Si-un gand trecut se-aude iar..zambeste nemurirea!

Incomplete

Just partially incomplete
Id rather live in lust.. than fear .
Just when the end will come ..admit:
That in my search ..for true love cheer,
Ive lost another life ... or year..
The puzzle woman  cries defeat...
This soul feels stuck in rotten meat
While needles twist inside my trust,
My blood to venom bit by bit
By choosing love .. ill die too fast....
And austere future..past ,
Still hunt me down to swallow it :
The poison waiting on frontier..
Submit my life and drink it clear
My soulless puzzle incomplete..

Only..

If only sorrows last for ages..

And greater feelings change my goal..

I play my rhymes on open stages

With no one listening at all..

Just bow each sentence to the end

Since it was written with no role,

So many stages to attend,

But way too few to lose control..

Cant act at all in this condition..

My dole ambition leaves a hole ,

Where love is begging for ignition..

I just abolished from my soul..