A few left..

This main affliction cries in vain,

Leave thoughts complain in contradiction ,

And through the laughs of my addiction..

Same kisses hunt this troubled brain...

Theyr flame goes blunt in its prediction

I walk that path and drag that chain,

With no white flag, this reign of pain

Will never slain me in conviction.

Refuse to be humane in fact...

And will not beg you for some light,

Wont cry this soul for your delight,

And will not change my ways to act..

Just drain my spirit in remission..

Attract same same poisons that just might

Contain ambition..and ur quite..

The lovers empty dreams magician..

 

hurt..

I keep on dreaming, sometimes shine,

U havent banned me of ur sight..

And feel a thorn..u come online,

Just dream ur fine , smiling tonight,

After u dine , relax , just might

Rest over on a glass of wine..,

No longer sad and with no fight

To carry on.... No longer mine.....

I lie myself ill be all right,

With no more urges to decline

And no more words for u in line,

Just cry my soul , alone , despite..

My heart still bleeds..u go offline ,
Im left with feelings i resign..

And still, i love u... with no right...

death..

Just bow contempt and wave the lovers..

And one more nail i dig ...in fright,

I light last cig and leave theyr sight.

On wooden bed with silky covers..

A smile forgotten there for hours..

Im sick to fight and chase this bite,

Remove this soul from sale ! hold tight,
The ground is full with fallen flowers...

Just sing my way ..and with a slight

Move to the right in screams that might

Make one awake and walk despite,

No eyes will open. Im all right !..

Just write my thoughts , and rest polite ,

As colors turn to black and white

And hear theyr sorrows through the night..

Or rather through the lack of light..

lost in-love..

The lovers laugh and take theyr chance..
Playing theyr cards , moving the same..
Keep thinking i should leave this dance,
That ive already lost this game..
The dices drop and shots inflame
My thoughts of lust and fragile trance,
Enhance my blame into the same
Old romance , dieing in advance.
By stolen kisses with no chance
Of  happening again.. a flame..
That`s all it was..a game ..a glance
Wile other women smile ur name..

...

Just push me in and then press play

And lonely thoughts will just ignite ,

I pray my songs and wish ull stay ,

And lay a wile , a week , a day ,

The white long fangs betray my bite.

I smile and turn , delay this right

Recite my way into the night ,

When lights turn gray , the walls turn clay ,

And colors spray in black and white..

In fright and rhymes i write ur way..

Excite urself into my prey..

I feed polite , indite ur stay ,

And kiss ur soul as u decay..

Just hold u tight..tonight .. till day..