rejected

Reject my love and i`ll comply,

And when u see me .. turn ur head,

Ignore these lines to be unread..

Im asking u to leave this tread ,

To turn around , pretend im dead..

Just close ur eyes and let me cry!

U say u loved me..go ahead:

Remove me from ur thoughts and win,

Ohh yeahh...forgot..the words u spin

Are just as empty and this sin..

Wile i explore ur loony bin

My blood is toxic but still red.

The razors smile to me instead,

I laugh my tears and i say:

Forgive me God !..no time to play,

Forget me love... no way i stay!

Foreclose this soul! as i repay

The debts and interests ive bled..

Forever prices rise to high

For me to buy this love..i shred

My soul in pieces...on my bed

I draw my lines in blood , misread,

Just one more rhyme and ill be dead!

Just one more tear and goodbye!

feeling emo

My hand sends whispers to  that knife..

Wile happyness seems far away..

U asked me once or twice to stay

Some nights ago..that lovers play,

Still comes in mind..what can i say?

Just take the plunge and end  this life!

                         

                                                                                      just kidding...

...

It only takes for you to dare
And grab me tight , do not beware!
For this affair gives an invite..
Just kiss me slow , forget your fright!
Same way I try not to ignite
My broken heart beyond repair.
This night..this love...all I declare,
I take with me... and leave your sight...
And I go on.. through my delight...
Forgetting ..that you do not care...

over..

Creating love is just a question

Forever answered by my lust..

Putting my future and my past

In present chances and i trust...

To choose the right..the wrong..it must

Be difficult in my obsession..

When lonely nights with theyr confession

Still hunt me down with all theyr pain,

The blood which flows inside my vein

Still call ur sweet forgotten name..

Still makes my dreams appear insane,

And spell ur whispers in depression.

Yet all i do ...just goes in vain

Forgetting dreams with theyr agression ,

Of sweet and innocent discretion,

And rhymes forgotten in compassion,

Forgetting kisses in they passion...

A broken heart will die from pain.

The End..

U were my sweet resuscitation
And made me feel alive a bit
Don`t try to change it, i admit,
Sometimes the rules do not permit
For us to be.or isn`t it
That we were loosing the obsession?



Remains a coward sweet temptation

Just realized it isn`t fair..
Not really worthy to despair..
And yet , the thoughts of an affair,
Ur fingers moving throw my hair,
Still follow me with theyr sensation!


Still feel the weight of ur negation.
Its sadness takes all over me
So sweet it went but we can see,
And at the end we disagree,
On what it was and what would be...
As love for us means just damnation..

on and on..

Obsessing thoughts go throw my bed

Wille on the radio our track

Gives flashes that torment my head:

My nails wile digging in ur back


I smile contempt, u go ahead

Forget the things that interfere

Dont think of her..just try instead

My bites and whispers on ur ear..


Cant think of him..by brain is dead

My body is alive so clear
...
Just want ur love from witch ive fed

Insatiably when u are near
..

Our bedroom has its hidden trails,

U know them all , my pleasure giver

Ohh pls dont stop !just feel my nails

Go down ur spine into a shiver..

continued..

Ur eyes just follow me around

I move i smile to be ur dreams

And feel ur heartbeat`s background sound

From miles away..cause by all means..

U will be mine from time to time

I try to sparkle every night,

U feel me, want me ,make me shine

Can see ur arms around me tight,

And think..feel...know..that ull be mine..

One night at least or half of day,

Ur smile , ur soul , ur arms , ur touch

Just kiss me now and then we play

Unfaithfull games we love so much..

U stare all day online at me..
But cannot write ..or send a kiss
The feeling that we cannot be,
Just takes us deeper in abyss
I see ur on all day..all night
Just look if u would write to me
Wanted to ask you if we may
Think of the games and we would play,
Think of the moments we now miss,
Thinking of that..Thinking of this..