lost

Keep wondering what would have been

If i allowed myself to play..

U asked me more then  twice to stay..

Some time ago..too long ...but tho

Some lies were true enough to win,

Will i have trusted u to show

Me how to steal ur love.. and sin..

Get drunk in lust , feel it begin..

And let ur tongue.. in passion .. flow
Its shiver pin my thoughts and grow 

On every inch of naked skin,

And every cell i hold within..

Too long ago.. and all in vain..

Wile drain all lines around this brain

I rest a wile and cry..or scream..

Just cherishing ..the only dream

That makes me smile with u again..

Id give myself.. for one last deal,

One chance to sell my soul ..and feel

Some words ..u told me once id steal..

And some .. i just imagined real...